Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Home Sweet Home

I'm back from KL!!!
how was it?
FUN!FUN!FUN!
I had so much fun inthe last four days! Really! No joke!
I havent been to KL for soooo long.
Granted I went thr a few mths back, bt that doesnt count coz i was thr for less den 24 hrs n it was to get sum wedding stuffs.
I m sooooooooooooooo glad we decided to go KL in the last min.
I told u dat i need that sweet escape n i really got it!
Honestly, i've nvr tot dat i cn haf so muc fun wif dem! serious!
i tot dat it'll be n interesting trip going wif the more baik gerls,
bt! they were so muc fun, even more fun den the trip i had wif a fren in june, if i muz say!
i ges the girls were already influenced by my craziness n wat cn i say, ada yaya per!
oh god, yaya is so damn funny!
i mean i noe her for 12 yrs n she is in the cv clan! so i m very close to her n i noe how she cn be.
bt this trip definitely confirmed it. yaya pelik n lain dr yg lain lah. she is so funny n nvr fail to crack us up extremely! i havent laugh that hard n much for soooooooooooooo long!
thanks gerls!!!
bt the sad news is back to werk again tmr!
haiz!!!!!!!
i m really dreading it!
i miss all the shopping!
i will put up pictures, i think. coz i noe i always tk ter-put up pics. i try k.

it feels sooooooooo gd to noe dem better. i mean i noe dat i'm nvr really really really dat close to aliza n ashirah, bt aft this trip i tink we r so much closer. n yaya. well... i'm so happy dat we cn haf a 'heart-to-heart' talk. i mean we actually talked abt sum pretty serious adult stuffs like relationships n marriage. i mean. imagine yaya talking abt all dat! hahahhahah!

oh n one crazy thing happen in KL.
guess who i met there?

ROYDI.
yup, roydi.
dat roydi.
met roydi in kl, or more specifically, masjid india.
depan kedai selendang yg aku slalu borong.
yup, i met roydi in masjid india, depan kedai selendang, in KL.
n he's wif his family.
meaning he's wif his mum.
so, yup, i saw his mum.

how crazy cn this be again?
u noe. i've always erm... wat do u call it, imagine? fantasize? that i'll terserempak he n his mother (n moz prob his auntie) kat geylang semasa aku tgh sibuk2 cari kain n he n his mum (n moz prob his auntie) pun tgh sibuk2 cr kain. dats how i imagine it will be. dats how i seriously tot that that's how i m going to finally meet his mum for the first time.

n dats wat happened.

i juz fin buying selendang, n the moment i step out of the kedai this guy in white, pas in front of me. nt exactly in front of me bt abt 1 and a half arm's length away kinda in front of me. my first tot kenapa budak ni mcm roydi eh. 2nd tot, y m i seeing roydi. 3rd tot. god! it's roydi.

den at that same exact moment, he turn to my directionn i waved at him bt he din see me, n wen he turned away, i called out his name, pretty loud, i tink. n den he looked up. n i tink so did his whole family. i walked to him n m like, wat r u doing here. n den he's like wif my mum, abg, kakak ipar , family basicaaly n dat moment i tot i saw an old lady walked lah, so i was like, is dat ur mum, n he said yah, so i said, jap i salam first. so i walked to her n salam her n of coz did my usual, cik apa kabar cik, n den salam his i tink kakak ipar n dunno another woman, who i shall assume is his makcik n nt a stranger i dumbly salam in that shocked state of seeing him there n meeting his mum for the first time.

n den we talked a bit n said our gdbyes.

i'm still in shocked. aft dat i like haf jitters man. n den i slowly realise shit, aku ok tk? how do i look all coz his mum n aunt n his sis in law saw me too. shit shit shit.

n den i told yaya, aliza n ashirah abt him n they were all like shocked! hahahah! so funni, byk2 org, dorang yg nampak calonku. hahhahaha.

wat abt me?

hmm... i dunno. i'm scared actually. i was surprised to see him, who wldn't rite. of coz i'm hepi to see him, coz i kinda miss him. ok, i do miss him n it felt gd to see him n talk to him. bt i m kinda scared coz i dunno wat this mean n if this is a sign. i kip praying that to show me signs n i kept imagining wat it will be like to terserempak jonet kat sini, n if yes, it shows its my jodoh. n b4 i left, i dah sebulat hati nk gif dis tarik tali game up.

bt den terserempak roydi kat sana. is it a sign? my mum said, itu namanya jodoh. yaya said the same ting. sumtimes, it feels like jodoh. coz it always happens like this. everytime tgh i kata tk nk or give up lah yg tibe2 dier ada tul2 depan mata. mcm jodoh. bt i dunno. n i'm scared.
bt dat nite, i finally admit sumthing. i accept him. if he's my one, i accept him.

PHEW!

oh, today, went to tok's hse, n tok hugged me n kissed my head. i was so shocked, n den heppi! it feels great to like kinda get blessings from him. i feel like my days ahead will be smoother oready. i tink tok loves me. yeay!!!!

b4 i end lemme say sumting:

I AM GOING TO BE OFFICIALLY BE A MAK NGAH ON AUG 17 2008, INSYA ALLAH!

for all those bengap ppl, it means, my kakak is pregnant lah!
c i told u so!

yeah! ada baby in the family! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's s true dat kalau ikut keturunan kiter, senang sangkut.
alhamdulillah..
cant wait for the arrival of baby!

Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:01 PM